So much has happened

Well it's been awhile since I have updated my blog..lol..as you can see I've given it a new look but just haven't really had the time to make a new post...so let me catch up finally..Well I've been busy taking care of Chloe cause she has this really bad cough..like the kind that makes her gag and almost throw up it's really awful to listen too and I can't just imagine how she feels..poor girl. I've been to the doctors office twice about her cough and it's always th same thing they just tell me it's a bad cold and to let it run it's course..but they won't give me anything to give her for it so it really sucks specially yesterday I took her to the walk in clinic I waited for 3 1/2 hours to just be told the same thing again I was pissed..they won't do anything for her..is that really how doctors are these days they just don't care they don't have time to even really check out the patient..it's sad..very sad..and makes me upset to even think that they won't do anything to help my little girl. So besides taking care of Chloe and her bad cough I've been trying to clean this place I call home and lately it hasn't been going that well for me..why?..because I usually have a couple little mess makers right behind me so there are those days that I just give up because I would be cleaning this place 100 times a day..lol..Now this leads me to the huge news that I have on Friday April 25th I got engaged..yep that's right ENGAGED..Ryan asked me to marry him, and the ring that he got me is just beautiful I love it..hehe..I'm so beyond happy he's the greatest guy ever I'm so in love...I'll post pics after this post because if try to add pics with my post they always seem to screw up and it takes me forever to get them to look right...so I will post those in a few mins..anyways right now I'm just waiting for my oldest to get home from school and I'm trying to figure out what to have for dinner..decisions..decisions...lol, then I have some cleaning to do and if I'm lucky maybe relax alittle later and watch a movie.

Mean Moms

I just got this in an email and had to share...

Someday when my children are old enough toUnderstand the logic that motivates a parent,
I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me:
I loved you enough to ask where you were going,
With whom, and what time you would be home.
I loved you enough to be silent and let youDiscover that your new best friend was a creep.
I loved you enough to stand over you forTwo hours while you cleaned your room,
A job that should have taken 15 minutes.
I loved you enough to let you see anger, Disappointment, and tears in my eyes.
Children Must learn that their parents aren't perfect.
I loved you enough to let you assume theResponsibility for your actions even when thePenalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart.
But most of all, I loved you enough to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it.
Those were the most difficult battles of all.
I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.
And someday when your children are old enough toUnderstand the logic that motivates parents, you will tell them.

Was your Mom mean? I know mine was.
We had the meanest mother in the whole world!
While other kids ate candy for breakfast,We had to have cereal, eggs, and toast.
When others had a Pepsi and a Twinkie for lunch,We had to eat sandwiches.
And you can guess our mother fixed us a dinner that was Different from what other kids had, too.
Mother insisted on knowing where we were at all times.
You'd think we were convicts in a prison.
She had to know who our friends wereAnd what we were doing with them.
She insisted that if we said weWould be gone for an hour, we would be gone for an hour or less.
We were ashamed to admit it,
But she had the nerve to break The Child Labor Laws by making us work.
We had to wash the dishes, make the beds, Learn to cook, vacuum the floor, do laundry, Empty the trash and all sorts of cruel jobs.
I think she would lie awake at night Thinking of more things for us to do.
She always insisted on us telling the truth,The whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
By the time we were teenagers, She could read our minds And had eyes in the back of her head.
Then, life was really tough!Mother wouldn't let our friends just honkThe horn when they drove up
They had to come up to the door So she could meet them.
While everyone else could date When they were 12 or 13,
We had to wait until we were 16.
Because of our mother we missed outOn lots of things other kids experienced.
None of us have ever Been caught shoplifting, vandalizing other's Property or ever arrested for any crime.
It was all her fault.
Now that we have left home, we are all educated, honest adults.We are doing our best to be mean parents just like Mom was.I think that is what's wrong with the world today. It just doesn't have enough mean moms! PASS THIS ON TO ALL THE MEAN MOTHERS YOU KNOW.(And Their Kids)

Blah..I'm Sick.....

Yep that's right I'm sick I've been feeling like crap the last 3 days, fever, body aches, headaches, cramps and then this morning work up and it;s all in my sinuses now..why me?
I hate being sick and I'm such a baby when I get sick...and no I'm no where near as bad as a man when there sick..lol..So needless to say I'm heading to the walk in clinic later this afternoon oh the joys..but first I'm gonna see if my mom can watch the kiddos for me since I really don't want to take them with me because they hate sitting still and cause trouble..lol..so ya that's my update I'm gonna go lay back down

My Frame

I just did the dress me up Frame challenge at Cinnamon & Vanilla it was alot of fun and gets you very creative..so here's my take on the frame..I'm pretty happy with it and hey i get to pretend that I'm a Princess...hehe.

here's the link to the Challenge

http://www.cinnamon-designs.com/forum/showthread.php?t=29

And here's my Frame:)

Revamped My Blog...

Well I thought it was time to do a blog Makeover not a huge one but I got a new header and put some butterflies on the side...I'm pretty happy with it:)..thought it was time for a change and the 2 pics on the blog header are of me and my hunny bunny Ryan he's the sweetest man alive I tell ya, I want to spend my whole life with that man..noone has any idea how well he treats me and all the love that he shows it's so nice and I'm very happy. I'm not used to being treated like I really mean something to someone but man does it ever feel nice..I Love ya Babe..xoxox..hehe..So my Birthday is coming up pretty fast I'll be 24 wow..52 more days YAY..can ya tell I'm doing a countdown:P..hehe..I'm very excited for my birthday this year because my awesome man has a big surprise for me..so i can't wait!!!!..anyways I'm heading off to bed now I'm finally feelig sleepy and it's 1:30 am here and my bed is calling me I'll be back to update some more tommorow..Nighty Night...xoxoxo

boredom.....

So it's after midnight, which now makes it friday the weekend is almost here thank goodness I need the break..Right now I'm sitting here bored outta my tree..lol..there'snothing to do..my whole place is clean and I took a nice bath earlier which was relaxing..I only have Chloe, the boys went to there dad's house for the night and he's taking them both to school in the morning..So it was a quiet night..I gave Chloe her bath and not long after she passed out and is now snoring..lol..I decided to come on her and post since I really have nothing else to do..Just waiting for Ryan to get here, he's coming to see me after work..isn't he a sweetie..hehe..I miss him so much when he's not here:(...then after he goes I'm gonna crash on the couch watching Reba..lol..yes I love Reba I have all the episodes on DVD..yes I know I'm a dork..:P..anyways that's about all I have to say right now..Hope everyone has a great Friday!!

xoxoxox....

WOW...It's March already....

the months seem to be flying by..I can't believe it's march already it's crazy...not much of a busy month for me though..My Brother's 15th B-day is on the 31st and still trying to think of what to get him..(A kick in the arse..sounds good)..lol..Anyways I've just been keeping busy with the kids and spending time with my man who is truly the greatest man alive..lol..although I have to admit I've been under abit of stress lately with the kids, they just won't listen to anything I say these days and there always fighting with eachother and lipping me and it's driving me nuts so I'm going to try and be firm and put them on a routine and show them how's boss around here cause right now they seem to think that they are the one's who wear the pants. Then last night I went to pick them up from the exes house and he lost Josh's mittens and hat..GRRR..I said to him "How do you expect me to send him to school without them" he just looked at me with a deer in the headlights look like how dumb can you be honestly..I'm getting tired of it every weekend the kids go there and I always pack them clothes and what not and never ever gt half of it back then when I ask him for it all back he doesn't know where it all is..well maybe you should be keeping track of it..but he doesn't care cause he's not the one buying the clothes or anything.
OK enough of that things with me and Ryan are great, I swear I fall more and more in love with him with everyday that passes he is truly awesome and I'm soo happy that I have him in my life...I can't even begin to explain the happiness that i feel now. This weekend that just passed we went and seen a movie and then just sat around and relaxed with each other it was just a nice weekend with him..I'm SOoOoO in LOVE with him...
well that's about all that's been happening here..I shall be back with more soon...