Big Deal

Yep I have something BIG to share..lol..ok ready for this..I'm PREGNANT..yep that's right pregnant..am I in abit of shock still..yes I sure am..lol..I'll share the story...

Well for the last week in a half I hadn't really been feeling like myself, I was always feeling tired, and also pukey and just plain lazy..but didn't really think anything of it just thought that my 3 kiddos had worn me down..so then on Friday June 4th Ryan and I went to the Drive-In and while watching one of the movies I said to him that I had been feeling different and thought that I could be pregnant, he just looked at me but said that he didn't really think I was..(we had been though this a couple times and the tests always came back negative)..so he thought it was more then likely just another scare so I kinda shrugged it off. After the drive in we went to shoppers and bought a test you know the one with 2 tests in it, just to see what the result would be and ease the mind, by that time I also had to pee really bad..lol..so we get home and I run into my apartment and grab the box with the pregnancy tests, take one out and then run to the bathroom..lol..so yep I peed on the stick and quite quickly the result came and it was POSITIVE!!!..so I start like hyperventalting and run out of the bathroom and go to Ryan he looks at me and all I could say was that the test was Positive, well wasn't he in shock he double checked the box and the insert in the box..lmao..and then after abit he asked me to go and pee on the other test so I did and sure enough that one came back positive too..so yep I'm pregnant and it's been confirmed by the doctor too..I spent yesterday in the doctors too because I have been having some uncomfortable cramping happening and wanted to be on the safe side and get it checked out..so the doctor checked me over and doesn't think that it's really anything but gave me a form for bloodwork and also an ultrasound request..

So today I went and had my blood done..and also made the appt for my ultrasound which is August 19th @ 9am ya that bloody long of a wait..it really sucks but what are you gonna do right?..today I felt abit better haven't had as much cramping so thats a good sign.

Well there's way more but my back is getting sore from sitting here, and I'm pretty tired so I'm gonna go lay down now..but I'll share the pic of my positive pregnancy tests..hehe..

Well Nighty Night!!

Update:

It's been awhile since I last posted..Just been busy with the 3 kiddos and trying to entertain them since school is out and goes back in on September 2nd I believe..so far it's going ok but there are days that they drive me insane..lol..so I usually try to take them out to the beach or the park and we make weekly trips to the library it's only like 5 minutes from my place so it's not far but it gives them something to do..Right now the kids are getting ready to go to the dad's house for the weekend he'll be here to pick them up after work..after that I have to get ready Ryan and I are going to the drive-in tonight were going to see Wall-E and Hancock, the kids were supposed to come with us but Dave decided that he wanted them this weekend so now it's just the 2 of us going..hmm..what else is going on??..

Well trying to keep the house clean with 3 kids is dang near impossible, it seems like all my time is sent trying to keep this place clean..and everytime I'm cleaning 1 of the 3 is right behind me messing it all right back up..lol..oh well I guess I get credit for trying right??..hehe

Things with Ryan and I are still going great, he is truly a great guy and I really don't know what I'd do without him it's so nice to feel really loved for once in my life..we are engaged and I really couldn't be happier..life is good..the wedding probably won't be for another year and abit..were not rushing into it..

I'm kinda feeling shitty right now I think AF is making a visit really soon cause man I feel bloated and crampy..sometimes being a woman sucks..

I'll be posting some of my newest scrap pages on here soon, I just gotta remember to keep my blog up to date..hehe..I know I'm a bad blogger!!..

well that's all for now..

The Ring..hehe

So much has happened

Well it's been awhile since I have updated my blog..lol..as you can see I've given it a new look but just haven't really had the time to make a new post...so let me catch up finally..Well I've been busy taking care of Chloe cause she has this really bad cough..like the kind that makes her gag and almost throw up it's really awful to listen too and I can't just imagine how she feels..poor girl. I've been to the doctors office twice about her cough and it's always th same thing they just tell me it's a bad cold and to let it run it's course..but they won't give me anything to give her for it so it really sucks specially yesterday I took her to the walk in clinic I waited for 3 1/2 hours to just be told the same thing again I was pissed..they won't do anything for her..is that really how doctors are these days they just don't care they don't have time to even really check out the patient..it's sad..very sad..and makes me upset to even think that they won't do anything to help my little girl. So besides taking care of Chloe and her bad cough I've been trying to clean this place I call home and lately it hasn't been going that well for me..why?..because I usually have a couple little mess makers right behind me so there are those days that I just give up because I would be cleaning this place 100 times a day..lol..Now this leads me to the huge news that I have on Friday April 25th I got engaged..yep that's right ENGAGED..Ryan asked me to marry him, and the ring that he got me is just beautiful I love it..hehe..I'm so beyond happy he's the greatest guy ever I'm so in love...I'll post pics after this post because if try to add pics with my post they always seem to screw up and it takes me forever to get them to look right...so I will post those in a few mins..anyways right now I'm just waiting for my oldest to get home from school and I'm trying to figure out what to have for dinner..decisions..decisions...lol, then I have some cleaning to do and if I'm lucky maybe relax alittle later and watch a movie.

Mean Moms

I just got this in an email and had to share...

Someday when my children are old enough toUnderstand the logic that motivates a parent,
I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me:
I loved you enough to ask where you were going,
With whom, and what time you would be home.
I loved you enough to be silent and let youDiscover that your new best friend was a creep.
I loved you enough to stand over you forTwo hours while you cleaned your room,
A job that should have taken 15 minutes.
I loved you enough to let you see anger, Disappointment, and tears in my eyes.
Children Must learn that their parents aren't perfect.
I loved you enough to let you assume theResponsibility for your actions even when thePenalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart.
But most of all, I loved you enough to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it.
Those were the most difficult battles of all.
I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.
And someday when your children are old enough toUnderstand the logic that motivates parents, you will tell them.

Was your Mom mean? I know mine was.
We had the meanest mother in the whole world!
While other kids ate candy for breakfast,We had to have cereal, eggs, and toast.
When others had a Pepsi and a Twinkie for lunch,We had to eat sandwiches.
And you can guess our mother fixed us a dinner that was Different from what other kids had, too.
Mother insisted on knowing where we were at all times.
You'd think we were convicts in a prison.
She had to know who our friends wereAnd what we were doing with them.
She insisted that if we said weWould be gone for an hour, we would be gone for an hour or less.
We were ashamed to admit it,
But she had the nerve to break The Child Labor Laws by making us work.
We had to wash the dishes, make the beds, Learn to cook, vacuum the floor, do laundry, Empty the trash and all sorts of cruel jobs.
I think she would lie awake at night Thinking of more things for us to do.
She always insisted on us telling the truth,The whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
By the time we were teenagers, She could read our minds And had eyes in the back of her head.
Then, life was really tough!Mother wouldn't let our friends just honkThe horn when they drove up
They had to come up to the door So she could meet them.
While everyone else could date When they were 12 or 13,
We had to wait until we were 16.
Because of our mother we missed outOn lots of things other kids experienced.
None of us have ever Been caught shoplifting, vandalizing other's Property or ever arrested for any crime.
It was all her fault.
Now that we have left home, we are all educated, honest adults.We are doing our best to be mean parents just like Mom was.I think that is what's wrong with the world today. It just doesn't have enough mean moms! PASS THIS ON TO ALL THE MEAN MOTHERS YOU KNOW.(And Their Kids)

Blah..I'm Sick.....

Yep that's right I'm sick I've been feeling like crap the last 3 days, fever, body aches, headaches, cramps and then this morning work up and it;s all in my sinuses now..why me?
I hate being sick and I'm such a baby when I get sick...and no I'm no where near as bad as a man when there sick..lol..So needless to say I'm heading to the walk in clinic later this afternoon oh the joys..but first I'm gonna see if my mom can watch the kiddos for me since I really don't want to take them with me because they hate sitting still and cause trouble..lol..so ya that's my update I'm gonna go lay back down

My Frame

I just did the dress me up Frame challenge at Cinnamon & Vanilla it was alot of fun and gets you very creative..so here's my take on the frame..I'm pretty happy with it and hey i get to pretend that I'm a Princess...hehe.

here's the link to the Challenge

http://www.cinnamon-designs.com/forum/showthread.php?t=29

And here's my Frame:)