I've been a bad bad blogger...huge update

well I know I've been a very bad blogger..lol..you don't have to tell me..but I've been pretty busy with life the last 6 months and it's been crazy I have so much stuff to tell...so I'll make it short cause if I explain the whole thing right now it could take days..lol..so anyways here's my huge update..all has happened since my last entry in July that was just after my surgery for my etopic pregnacy..I healed well from the surgery but still have the stupid IUD in which I need to get out a.s.a.p...anyways as some of you might know I left my husband Dave on July 8th 2007 I packed and moved out while he was at work the best time to do it and no he had no idea either, not sure why when he was abusive to me guess he thought I would just continue to take it well no I finally had enough and moved out from there I stayed 3 months at a women's shelter which wasn't all that bad they were able tohelp me to get my new place and I had alot of support through that time..So on October 12th I moved into my own 3 bdrm apartment with my 3 kiddos..where we started our new life and my new journey..things have been going pretty good I got used to the whole living on my own thing which for me was very scary at first but it didn't take long for me to adjust to t and believe me I was much happier and stil am do I miss my husband..no I can honestly say I don't what he put me through was crazy and I don't miss that life at all. of course Dave;s still around to see his kids, he takes them on the weekends but he's still an ass and we don't get along all that well but I try to for the kids sake because that is there dad...So I have some huge news...I'm in love and I mean true love...so heres the story so I have this friend Matt and we chilled a few times whatever..anyways one day Matt calls me and asks me if I wanna go to the bar this was on a friday night and I said ya I was actually wanting to go out but all my friends were busy..lol..so he said he was bringing is brother Ryan and I said that was cool...so anyways that night I met up ith Matt and his brother Ryan and w had a good time at the bar I was talking with Ryan and he seemed like an awesome guy..so after that night me and Ryan started chatting on the computer and such and we just seemed to have a connection. On November 21st/2007 Ryan and I got into a realtionship..hehe..and it will be 3 months soon and were still together and we have a great realtionship...I love him so much he is truly the sweetest and I can't even begin to tell you how well he treats me when he looks at me I feel like the world he makes me beyond happy and I know I want to spend a lifetime with him..and I'm pretty sure he feels the same about me so after this post I will add some pics of us and also a scrap page that I just finished tonight. The kids are doing pretty good they have been acting out alot though but I guess that's only natural after a seperation but other then tha things are going great..I'm pretty happy about life..and also soon I'll be looking for a job I need to keep busy and make some extra money so I can do things..Anyways that's all from me right now I'll be sure to keep updating though...xoxoxox